15.02.26 - cadavre exquis

the exquisite corpse is lying pleated on the floor, prepared

for the next to compose

the rule is clear: there is no subject

09.02.26 - pink/blue

to pink dates from the 14th century and means decorated with a perforated or punched pattern. i feel punched looking at the color pink. it makes me scared. it makes me feel kind of sacred, too. and what is holy if not terrifying?

i always thought that my body felt blue and i don't mean that in a sad way. what i mean is that my body is not my own; it's his body, it's everyones body but mine. in other words: i am in love with blue, its muteness. what exactly does that say about me?

30.01.26

zwei jahre wie gejagt / die frage: wieso fürchte ich mich mehr mit dir als ohne dich / blindheit führt zu falschen zielen / die wahrheit: deine stimme tötet